Sometimes It's the Little Things....

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HOW COOL IS THAT? I LOVE JODIE'S DOCTOR

Reality Check

I'm going to write stuff that I probably shouldn't write down at all. But fuck it. I am not in a good place right now. I spent my day looking for Peanut Butter Capn Crunch. Unsuccessfully. I have a life YOU don't have a life. Despite how silly that sounds, even the most cold hearted and cynical person out there has to relent that Peanut Butter Capn Crunch is pretty fuckin great. With or without weed. Truth be told, if I had more weed I would probably be less emotionally distraught. Fuck that. Take out probably. I would definitely not be where I currently am. But here we are. I have some life drama going on. I won't write all that shit. Suffice to say, I am currently the loneliest I've ever been in my adult life. My suicidal impulse has also returned big time. And sadly, my health benefits in this shitty country currently being destroyed by Trump and his cronies are the worst they've ever been in my lifetime. I work 40 hours a week for a massive corporation whose sole self-defined purpose is to make the health of their customers better, and I am not covered for mental health visits. I guess only the customers matter, fuck the workers. But I digress. This is not meant to be a diatribe against healthcare, just a quick point check for my well being. I'm sure you can tell my humor is still evident. So I guess I'm still trudging along to some extent. I got up this morning. It wasn't easy. But there's that. But the question remains. How many more days can I do that, with or without Peanut Butter Capn Crunch?

Mesmerizing ;P

Jevin Part Four

Jevin has long been one of my favorite Tumblr crushes. I would normally not post these as he made these just for me, but my followers are so few I don't see that it could hurt and this blog has mostly become a scrapbook for me so here goes:

Akira Awakens

Akira is 1 of my favorite movies/anime/mangas of all time. It is a work of utter brilliance. For years, Hollywood has been trying to get a live action remake off the ground along with a fan film. This is what the fan film project has produced thus far, and it is quite impressive. Enjoy!

The Janoskians Appreciation Post: Beau in the Buff

Anyone following me anywhere knows I have a major crush on pretty much all of the Janoskians. Last night Beau's nudes leaked. You can debate the moral quandary of salivating over leaked nudes but goddamn is he hot hehe. Enjoy! ;P

In a Heartbeat

This beautiful animated short made me cry and also long for more gay themed animated films like this. How about it Hollywood?